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Okay so maybe I have pcos, and maybe I shouldn't eat carbs, or sugars, but I really do hate most meats. Sure I have lost 30lbs since Jan, but what I wouldn't do for a bag of chips or a grilled cheese sandwich. I cheated all week, probably because I am so bored, and gained 5 lbs back. It just pisses me off. I ate fruit and vegys and rice, these things I was told all my life are good for me, and now eating an orange or a mango screws everything up. There is only so much chicken and turkey one person can eat. I don't even eat sugars, while my skinny husband eats 10 times a day and works to gain a pound. I am so frustrated.