Who said visiting the past was a good idea?
written @ 6:02 p.m. on 2003-05-02

What is it about a high school reunion that makes a person hate their life so much? I never cared what others thought about me in school, and was friends with everyone. Now I get a letter in the mail and all of the sudden I don't know if I will go. Why not you say. Well got me. All of the sudden I think they will judge me. Sure I went to college. I got a diploma in business, but I am thinking they will see I have done nothing with it. Well who gives a shit, right? So what if I got pregnat and have been home most of the last 5 years. But where has my confidence gone? What if they don't like my husband? Who cares, I like my husband(he's hot and good to me). So I gained some weight, for some reason I feel like i need to explain to them about PCOS so they understand my disease and know the weight gain wasn't my fault. How screwed up am I. I really hope that I am not the only one feeling this way. I have to decide if I am going by the 15th, so we'll see.

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