the not so quick quickie
written @ 11:41 p.m. on 2003-06-20

Well i just had sex and now i can't sleep. normally i could, but this was spure of the moment, sweaty, messy sex.

so i guess there is nothing to do but update my diary.

i didn't do anything today. well i guess that is it.

well that isn't completely true. since peter went to work for trevor, trevor was home. so we talked. usually we talk about work stuff, or i should say he and peter talk and i half listen. i don't understand rig talk(terminology and so on), it's like greek to me. But today we talked about life and stuff like that. how he feels about going back to school soon, and visiting the girl this summer in the states. it was kind of nice. i usually feel like he is talking down to me, because he is sooo smart(book smart that is), and i am too, but in different things then he is. I took marketing in college, he took some kind of computer engineering at devry. I left home at 16, he still had mom supporting him until 3 years ago. we really are not that much alike, but it is still nice to talk to my little brother and feel like a big sister rather then someone he has to belittle to make him feel better about himself.

now what to do tommorrow. i wish i had an extra $200 so i could go to north country fair by slave lake but i don't, and the weather sucks so camping there wouldn't be so great anyways. i want to go to the new ikea store in the city, but it would be torment without enough money to buy something. sometimes i really miss working there, or maybe i just miss the 15% staff discount. peter wants to go see the hulk, but i don't really feel like it. i said he go and take sydney, but i don't think that he will.

i need to get new nose ring, but i would have to go to the city for that too. i bought a new one 2 weeks ago because i had lost my last one, and this morning i noticed that the stone from it was missing. talk about a piss off, next time i am getting just a ball so there is nothing to loose. the problem is that it would also be torment for me to go to a piercers and not get something pierced. that would be like going to raptor and coming out without at least a touch up on one of my tatoos(though a back piece would be nice).

god do i hate being broke. maybe we will stay home and twiddle our thumbs for the day. never mind i may have no money, but i still want to have a life. i'll just leave it up to peter to decide. yup, that sounds like the easiest thing to do.

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