I'm tired.
written @ 4:40 p.m. on 2003-04-17

Sometimes money can be tight, so last year I started babysitting other kids to bring in some spending money for myself and to give Sydney some more kid on kid play time. Now I hate it. When the kids go home I don't even want to look at Sydney. I don't want to let down all of these parents( i have 10 pt kids) but I don't know if I can make another 4 months until syd starts school. And what if money gets short again? But I would love to go away for awhile this summer. But all of the kids programs syd is in now end next month, who will she play with? What to do, what to do. Then add in the fact that we have an exchange student from Belgium moving in, in August, but we are very excited about that. Does life ever stop being so complicated? Probably not, or at least not until you die. I hope the after life is not some giant poker game or i'm screwed.

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